VI. ABSENCE. In this fair stranger's eyes of gray I shudder for the passing day This is the curse of life: that not A nobler calmer train Of wiser thoughts and feelings blot Our passions from our brain; But each day brings its petty dust And we forget because we must, I struggle towards the light; and ye, I bear that ye remove. I struggle towards the light; but oh, Upon Time's barren, stormy flow, RICHMOND HILL. MURMUR of living! Stir of existence ! Soul of the world! Make, oh make yourselves felt To the dying Spirit of Youth! Come, like the breath of the Spring! Leave not a human soul To grow old in darkness and pain. Only the living can feel you, But leave us not while we live ! A MODERN SAPPHO. THEY are gone: all is still: Foolish heart dost thou quiver? Nothing moves on the lawn but the quick lilac shade. Far up gleams the house, and beneath flows the river. Here lean, my head, on this cool balustrade. Ere he come : ere the boat, by the shining-branch'd border Of dark elms come round, dropping down the proud stream; Let me pause, let me strive, in myself find some order, Ere their boat-music sound, ere their broider'd flags gleam. Is it hope makes me linger? the dim thought, that sorrow Means parting? that only in absence lies pain? It was well with me once if I saw him: to-morrow May bring one of the old happy moments again. Last night we stood earnestly talking together She enter'd that moment his eyes turn'd from me. Fasten'd on her dark hair and her wreath of white heather As yesterday was, so to-morrow will be. Their love, let me know, must grow strong and yet stronger, Their passion burn more, ere it ceases to burn: They must love—while they must: But the hearts that love longer Are rare ah! most loves but flow once, and return. I shall suffer; but they will outlive their affection: For cold is his eye to mere beauty, who, breaking Through that gloom he will see but a shadow appearing, Perceive but a voice as I come to his side: But deeper their voice grows, and nobler their bearing, Whose youth in the fires of anguish hath died. Then - to wait. But what notes down the wind, hark! are driving? 'Tis he! 'tis the boat, shooting round by the trees! Let my turn, if it will come, be swift in arriving! Ah! hope cannot long lighten torments like these. Hast thou yet dealt him, O Life, thy full measure? |