A DREAM. Now-A-DAYS it is almost too much to ask from any one, to expect him to believe in there being a meaning or an allegory in an actual dream. We have given our dreams to be the annual subject for Talking Societies, and we hold the conglomeration of discordant elements in a dream to be the mere fantasies of an unstrung brain. Yet the same people would readily admit that the thoughts lately dwelt on by the mind give the colouring to the picture, which fancy paints in dreams; and we may at least say that truths which have been thought on in the day-time may be set forth in more prominent colours by the imagination, in our sleep. We felt this preamble necessary, before bringing forward a dream, that befell one of our contributors; the outline of the dream is real, and the allegory that it seems to contain, we will leave to our readers to study. A sensation of weariness, as after a long and unsuccessful search : the mind the while loaded with a full burden of anxiety: an undefined sort of uncertainty, who or what were the objects that surrounded me; such was my dream. Then with a sudden thrill, I stood before a large case of wood; and I felt, I knew not why, that within that case was hidden a human body-murdered, and therefore thus hidden from the light; which body, it now seemed, had been the object of my search. A pause, and then the hammer began to do its work, and the first chamber was opened. Nothing there; again the crash of the splitting wood, and then I saw the torn shreds, such as we have read have often led the officers of justice in the pursuit of guilt. I needed not this evidence that my track was right: the third partition fell, and the instrument of death lay before me; then with a sinking heart I struck again. And ; there, real and ghostly at the first, and then crumbling away before my eyes, lay the body. Scarce had the light of day broken in upon the long hidden crime, than the evidence of man's guilt shrunk away from the gaze of man. I felt relief, that the guilt which I had tracked to its root, dare not meet the revengeful eye of man; when from the crumbling dust, there seemed to be born a child, a child of weird face and sinister eye, hair matted and stiff, all unchildlike; while its long thin arms stretched out, like as one has seen the griping claws of a sea anemone, extended in readiness to seize its prey, and drag it down into its vortex. And what had I done? why must I be urged against my will to take up that child, to bear it in my arms? why should its charmed glance be ever fixed on mine, its clammy arms be round my neck, its nails, talons, claws, press on my flesh? These and a thousand other thoughts fled through my brain, as I felt forced to nurse, to fondle the hideous bairn; and then methought I was all alone, doomed to bear this child,-child sprung from human guilt, born from that putrefying monument of human sin; and I struggled, strove to throw it off; and then came an evil veil over my mind, and all things right seemed foolish and fantastic; and the vile, the horrid seemed the course alone of happiness and wisdom. And as every worst impulse seized me, the child seemed to smile on me with its impish, cunning smile, that spoke whole volumes of delight and malice; and then I strove again, and all for nought; its arms clung tighter and tighter to me,-I alone could do nothing, and there was none to help; and I said, “Man, how canst thou hope to stop the impulse of thy soul? Why shouldest thou be able to fight against evil ? thou alone hast the child of sin ; yield, yield, thou canst not stand alone ? And the wicked and the vile came over me again, with new and more powerful force, and my inmost soul was waked up to stem the torrent of the bad; but it swept over all the pure and good, like the overflown sewerage of some mighty city; I seemed to be swept on with the child, its iron grasp griped my arm, I could no more, I rushed madly on, and I was awake. The sunbeams were just breaking into the room, and the light of day given back to man, told that man was not alone,-the dream was gone. AGE AND CHILDHOOD. It was a grandsire old and grey, And a fairy child of three, She sate upon his knee. Alone are set aside; Another Christmas-tide. And stroked her face and smiled, Once more to be a child, The heavens to lie so near : God's glory shine so clear. a Thou ne'er wilt find the flowers so sweet, The butterflies so gay, In every breath of May. . Her hidden note prolong, A glorious angel's song. The naked truth remain : Each night a rest from pain. Nor look beyond to-morrow : Its eddies stained with sorrow. We But, grandpapa, she said, Are not You happy in your years ? To cause you any tears. silver hair : But sit your easy chair. The old man said at length: Far other greater strength! Its petals once unfurled : Unspotted from the world. And that soft eye, now like a dove's, New bathed in morning's gleam, Will cloud to find the things it loves Are falser than they seem. For thou wilt see the vulgar rich Tread down the noble poor, Are censured in the boor. And thou wilt see the wicked reign, The good man suffer wrong, A victim to the strong. My sweet, must in it share; An aching sense of care. But ever find within, Hard not to do the sin ! Nor look beyond to-morrow! and free from sorrow. With terrors vague oppressed, Gaze on him with a look of awe, Then sink upon his breast. He wiped her eyes : he calmed her gaze : He soothed her trembling form: God set her feet in sunny ways, And shield her from the storm ! (w.) |