What, and wherein it doth exist, This light, this glory, this fair luminous mist, Joy, virtuous Lady! Joy, that ne'er was given Save to the pure, and in their purest hour, Life and life's effluence, cloud at once and shower, Joy, Lady, is the spirit and the power Which wedding Nature to us gives in dower— A new Earth and new Heaven Undreamt of by the sensual and the proudJoy is the sweet voice, joy the luminous cloud; We in ourselves rejoice! And thence flows all that charms on earor sightAll melodies the echoes of that voice, All colours a suffusion from that light. There was a time when, though my path was rough, This joy within me dallied with distress, And all misfortunes were but as the stuff Whence Fancy made me dreams of happi ness; For Hope grew round me, like the twining vine, And fruits and foliage, not my own, seemed mine. But now afflictions bow me down to earth : Suspends what Nature gave me at my birth, For not to think of what I needs must feel, And haply by abstruse research to steal From my own nature all the natural manThis was my sole resource, my only plan; Till that which suits a part infects the whole, And now is almost grown a habit of my soul. Hence, viper thoughts, that coil around my mind, Reality's dark dream! I turn from you and listen to the wind Which long has raved unnoticed. scream Of agony by torture lengthened out What a That lute sent forth! Thou Wind, that rav'st with out ! Bare crag, or mountain-tarn, or blasted tree, Or pine-grove whither woodman never clomb, Or lonely house long held the witches' home, Methinks were fitter instruments for thee. Mad Lutanist! who in this month of showers, Of dark brown gardens and of peeping flowers, Mak'st Devil's Yule, with worse than wintry song The blossoms, buds, and timorous leaves among ; Thou Actor, perfect in all tragic sounds! Thou mighty Poet, even to frenzy bold ! What tell'st thou now about? 'Tis of the rushing of a host in rout, With groans of trampled men with smarting wounds At once they groan with pain and shudder with the cold! But hush! there is a pause of deepest silence; loud; A tale of less affright And tempered with delight, As Otway's self had framed the tender lay: 'Tis of a little child1 Upon a lonesome wild, Not far from home; but she hath lost her way, 'Tis midnight, but small thoughts have I of sleep: Full seldom may my friend such vigils keep! Visit her, gentle Sleep! with wings of healing; And may this storm be but a mountain birth ! May all the stars hang bright above her dwelling, Silent as though they watched the sleeping Earth! With light heart may she rise, Gay fancy, cheerful eyes; Joy lift her spirit, joy attune her voice !2 To her may all things live, from pole to pole, Their life the eddying of her living soul ! O simple spirit, guided from above, Dear Lady! friend devoutest of my choice, Thus mayest thou ever, evermore rejoice! S. T. COLERIDGE 1 In allusion to Wordsworth's Lucy Gray. 2 Instead of this line, the original has the following six : "And sing his lofty song, and teach me to rejoice! O Edmund, friend of my devoutest choice, O raised from anxious dread and busy care Joy lifts thy spirit, joy attunes thy voice." 173.-PROSPICE FEAR death?-to feel the fog in my throat, When the snows begin, and the blasts denote The power of the night, the press of the storm, Where he stands, the Arch Fear in a visible form, For the journey is done and the summit attained, And the barriers fall, Though a battle's to fight ere the guerdon be gained, The reward of it all. I was ever a fighter, so-one fight more, The best and the last ! I would hate that death bandaged my eyes, and forbore, And bade me creep past. No! let me taste the whole of it, fare like my peers The heroes of old, Bear the brunt, in a minute pay glad life's arrears Of pain, darkness and cold. For sudden the worst turns the best to the brave, The black minute's at end, And the elements' rage, the fiend-voices that rave, Shall dwindle, shall blend, Shall change, shall become first a peace out of pain, Then a light, then thy breast, O thou soul of my soul! I shall clasp thee again, And with God be the rest! R. BROWNING 174. SONNETS IV REUNION 1 (CVII) NOT mine own fears, nor the prophetic soul (CIX) O never say that I was false of heart, Though absence seemed my flame to qualify. As from my soul, which in thy breast doth lie: 1 See p. 220. |