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he prepares my soul for a glorious spouse to himself? It is but a parting, which we call death; as two friends, when they have led each other on the way, shake hands till they return from their journey. If either could miscarry, there were cause of sorrow. Now they are more sure of a meeting, than of a parting, what folly is it not to be content to redeem the unspeakable gain of so dear a friend, with a little intermission of enjoying him! He will return laden with the riches of heaven, and will fetch his old partner to the participation of this glorious wealth. Go then, my soul, to this sure and gainful traffic, and leave my other half in a harbour as safe, though not so blessed; yet so shalt thou be separated, that my very dust shall be united to thee still, and to my Saviour in thee.

THE TESTIMONIES.-Wert thou unwilling, at the command of thy Creator, to join thyself at the first with this body of mine? Why art thou then loth to part with that which thou hast found, though entire, yet troublesome ? Dost thou not hear Solomon say, "The day of death is better than the day of thy birth?" Dost thou not believe him? or art thou in love with the worse, and displeased with the better? If any man could have found a life worthy to be preferred unto death, so great a king must needs have done it; now on his very throne, he commends his coffin. Yea, what wilt thou say to those heathens, that mourned at the birth, and feasted at the death of their children? They knew the miseries of living, as well as thou; the happiness of dying they could not know; and if they rejoiced out of a conceit of ceasing to be miserable, how shouldst thou cheer thyself in an expectation, yea, an assurance, of being happy! He that is the Lord of Life, and tried what it was to die, hath proclaimed them blessed that die in the Lord. Those are blessed, I know, that live in him, but they rest not from their labours. Toil and sorrow are between them, and a perfect enjoying of that blessedness which they now possess only in hope and inchoation; when death hath added rest, their happiness is finished.

THE TASTE OF OUR MEDITATION.-O death, how sweet is that rest wherewith thou refreshest the weary

pilgrims of this vale of mortality! How pleasant is thy face to those eyes that have acquainted themselves with the sight of it, which to strangers is grim and ghastly! How worthy art thou to be welcome unto those that know whence thou art, and whither thou tendest! Who that knows thee, can fear thee? Who that is not all nature, would rather hide himself among the baggage of this vile life, than follow thee to a crown? What indifferent judge, that should see life painted over with vain semblances of pleasures, attended with troops of sorrows on the one side, and on the other with uncertainty of continuance and certainty of dissolution; and then should turn his eyes unto death, and see her black but comely, attended on the one hand with a momentary pain, with eternity of glory on the other; would not say out of choice, that which the prophet said out of passion," It is better for me to die than to live?"

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THE COMPLAINT.-But, O my soul, what ails thee to be thus suddenly backward and fearful? No heart hath more freely discoursed of death in speculation; tongue hath more extolled it in absence. And now that it is come to thy bed's side, and hath drawn thy curtains, and takes thee by the hand, and offers thee service, thou shrinkest inward, and, by the paleness of thy face and wildness of thine eye, bewrayest an amazement at the presence of such a guest. That face which was so familiar to thy thoughts, is now unwelcome to thine eyes. I am ashamed of this weak irresolution. Whitherto have tended all thy serious meditations? What hath Christianity done to thee, if thy fears be still heathenish? Is this thine imitation of so many worthy saints of God, whom thou hast seen entertain the most violent deaths with smiles and songs? Is this the fruit of thy long and frequent instruction? Didst thou think death would have been content with words? Didst thou hope it would suffice thee to talk, while all others suffer? Where is thy faith? yea, where art thou thyself, O my soul? Is heaven worthy of no more thanks, no more joy? shall heretics, shall pagans give death a better welcome than thou? Hath thy Maker, thy Redeemer, sent for thee, and art thou loth to go? Hath he sent for thee to put thee

in possession of that glorious inheritance which thy wardship hath cheerfully expected, and art thou loth to go? Hath God, with this sergeant of his, sent his angels to fetch thee, and art thou loth to go? Rouse up thyself for shame, O my soul; and if ever thou hast truly believed, shake off this unchristian diffidence, and address thyself joyfully for thy glory.

THE WISH.-Yea, O my Lord, it is thou that must raise up this faint and drooping heart of mine. Thou only canst rid me of this weak and cowardly distrust. Thou that sendest for my soul, canst prepare it for thyself. Thou only canst make thy messenger welcome to me. O that I could but see thy face through death! O that I could see death, not as it was, but as thou hast made it! O that I could heartily pledge thee, my Saviour, in this cup, that so I might drink new wine with thee, in thy Father's kingdom!

THE CONFESSION.-But, alas, O my God, nature is strong and weak in me at once. I cannot wish to welcome death, as it is worthy. When I look for most courage, I find strongest temptations. I see and confess, that when I am myself, thou hast no such coward as I am. Let me alone, and I shall shame that name of thine which I have professed every secure worldling shall laugh at my feebleness. O God, were thy martyrs thus haled to their stakes? Might they not have been loosed from their racks, and chose to die in those torments? Let it be no shame, for thy servant to take up that complaint, which thou madest of thy better attendants, "The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak."

THE PETITION AND ENFORCEMENT.-0 thou God of spirits, that hast coupled these two together, unite them in a desire of their dissolution. Weaken this flesh to receive, and encourage this spirit either to desire or to contemn, death; and now, as I grow nearer to my home, let me increase in the sense of my joys. I am thine; save me, O Lord. It was thou that didst put such courage into thine ancient and late witnesses, that they either invited or challenged death, and held their persecutors their best friends, for letting them loose from these gieves of flesh. I know thy hand is not shortened; neither any

of them hath received more proofs of thy former mercies. O let thy goodness enable me to reach them, in the comfortable steadiness of my passage! Do but draw this veil a little, that I may see my glory, and I cannot but be enflamed with the desire of it. It was not I that either made this body for the earth, or this soul for my body, or this heaven for my soul, or this glory of heaven, or this entrance into glory: all is thine own work. O perfect what thou hast begun, that thy praise and my happiness may be consummate at once.

THE ASSURANCE OR CONFIDENCE.-Yea, O my soul, why needest thou wish the God of mercies to be tender of his own honour? Art thou not a member of that body, whereof thy Saviour is the head? Canst thou drown, when thy head is above? Was it not for thee, that he triumphed over death? Is there any fear in a foiled adversary? O my Redeemer, I have already overcome in thee; how can I miscarry in myself? O my soul, thou hast marched valiantly! Behold, the damsels of that heavenly Jerusalem come forth with timbrels and harps to meet thee, and to applaud thy success; and now there remains nothing for thee but "a crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge shall give thee, at that day. O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy victory ?"

THE THANKSGIVING. "Return now unto thy rest, O my soul; for the Lord hath dealt bountifully unto thee. O Lord God, the strength of my salvation, thou hast covered my head in the day of battle. O my God and King, I will extol thee, and will bless thy Name for ever and ever. I will bless thee daily, and praise thy Name for ever and ever. Great is the Lord, and most worthy to be praised, and his greatness is incomprehensible. I will meditate of the beauty of thy glorious majesty, and thy wonderful works. Hosanna, thou that dwellest in the highest heavens." Amen.

SONGS IN THE NIGHT.

SECTION I.

WHEN thou saidst, O Saviour, "The night cometh when no man can work," thou didst not mean to exclude the work of thy praise. There is no time, wherein that can be unseasonable: yea, rather, as all our artificial melody is wont to sound sweetest in the dark, so those songs are most pleasing to thee, which we sing in the saddest night of our affliction.

O God, it is easy for those whose "bones thou hast filled with marrow," to be cheerful; but to make "the bones which thou hast broken," to rejoice, is doubtless the praise of thy mercy. It was the charge of thy blessed apostle, that if any man be afflicted, he should pray; if merry, he should sing psalms; and this, doubtless, is the. ordinary temper of a Christian soul; but if a man can be so affected, as to pray fervently in the height of his mirth, and to sing cheerfully in the depth of his affliction, he can be no other than eminent in grace, and strongly wrought upon by the God of all comfort.

It is a true saying of Elihu," Thou only, O God, our maker, art he that givest songs in the night." The night is a dismal season, attended with solitude and horror; and an aggravation of those pains and cares, whereof the day is, in any sort, guilty. The light, besides a natural cheeriness, may afford some diversions of sorrow; and present us with such objects and occurrences, as may somewhat allay the sensibleness of our grief; but the night takes part with our misery, and adds no little to our discomfort. Songs in the night therefore are not, cannot be of nature's making; but are the sole gift of the heavenly Comforter.

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