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the prosperity of his saints, than in the cruciation and howling of his enemies. How canst thou then, O my soul, but be wholly taken up with the sight of that celestial Jerusalem, the beauteous city of thy God, the blessed mansions of glorified spirits! Surely if earth could have yielded any thing more fair and estimable than gold, pearls, precious stones, it should have been borrowed to resemble these supernal habitations; but, alas, the lustre of these base materials doth but darken the resplendence of those divine excellencies. With what contempt now dost thou look down upon those muddy foundations of earth, which the low spirits of worldlings are wont to admire! And how feelingly dost thou bless and emulate "the spirits of just men made perfect," who are honoured with so blissful a habitation!

But what were the place, O my soul, how goodly and glorious soever in itself, if it were not for the presence of him, whose being there makes it heaven! Lo there the throne of that heavenly majesty, which, filling and comprehending the large circumference of this whole both lower and superior world, yet there keeps and manifests his state with the infinite magnificence of the King of eternal glory. There he, in an ineffectible manner, communicates himself to blessed spirits, both angels and men: and that very vision is no less to them, than beatifical. Surely were the place a thousand degrees lower in beauty and perfection than it is, yet that presence would render it celestial. The residence of the king is wont to turn the meanest village or castle into a court. The sweet singer of Israel saw this of old; and could say, "In thy presence is the fulness of joy; and at thy right hand are pleasures for evermore." It is not so in these earthly and finite excellencies. A man may see mountains of treasure, and be never a whit the richer; and may be the witness and agent too in another's honour, as Haman was of Mordecai's, and be so much more miserable; or may view the pomp and splendour of mighty princes, and be yet still a beggar: but the infinite graces of that heavenly King are so communicative, that no man can see him, but he must be transformed into the likeness of his glory.

Div.-NO. XXXVIII.

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SECTION VIII.

EVEN thy weak and imperfect vision of such heavenly objects, O my soul, is enough to lay a foundation of thy blessedness: and how can there choose but be raised thence, as a further degree towards it, a sweet complacency of heart, in an appropriation of what thou seest; without which, nothing can make thee happy? Let the sun shine never so brightly, what is this to thee, if thou be blind? Be the God of heaven never so glorious, yet if he be not thy God; be the Saviour of the world never so merciful, yet if he be not merciful to thee; be the heaven never so full of beauty and majesty, yet if thou have not thy portion in that inheritance of the saints in light; so far will it be from yielding thee comfort, that it will make a further addition to thy torment. What an aggravation of misery will it be to those who were children of the kingdom, that from that utter darkness whereinto they are cast, they shall see aliens "come from the east and west, and sit down with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob in the kingdom of heaven!" Cease not then, O my soul, till, by a sure and undefeasible application, thou hast brought all these home to thyself, and canst look upon the great God of heaven, the gracious Redeemer of the world, the glory of that celestial paradise, as thine own. Let it be thy bold ambition and holy curiosity to find thy name enrolled in that eternal register of heaven; and if there be any one room in the many mansions of that celestial Jerusalem, lower and less resplendent than another, hither do thou find thyself, through the great mercy of thy God, happily designed. It must be the work of thy faith that must do it: that divine grace it is, the power whereof can either fetch down heaven to thee, or carry thee beforehand up to thy heaven; and not affix thee only to thy God and Saviour, but unite thee to him, and, what is yet more, ascertain thee of so blessed an union.

Neither can it be, but that from this sense of appropriation, there must necessarily follow a marvellous contentment and complacency in the assurance of so happy an interest. Lord, how do I see poor worldlings please themselves in

the conceit of their miserable properties! One thinks, “Is not this my great Babylon, which I have built?" Another, "Are not these my rich mines?" Another, "Is not this my royal and adored magnificence?" And how are these unstable minds transported with the opinion of these great, but indeed worthless, peculiarities; which, after some little time, moulder with them into dust! How canst thou then but be pleasingly affected, O my soul, with the comfortable sense of having a God, a Saviour, and a heaven of thine For in these spiritual and heavenly felicities, our right is not partial and divided, as it useth to be in secular inheritances, so that every one hath his share distinguished from the rest, and parcelled out of the whole; but here, each one hath all; and this blessed patrimony is so communicated to all saints, that the whole is the propriety of every one.

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Upon the assurance therefore of thy God's gracious promises made to every true believer, find thou thyself happily seized of both the King and kingdom of heaven, so far as thy faith can as yet feoff thee in both; and delight thyself, above all things, in these unfailing pledges of thine instant blessedness; and say, with the holy mother of thy Redeemer, "My soul doth magnify the Lord, and my spirit rejoiceth in God my Saviour," Luke i. 46, 47.

SECTION IX.

FROM this feeling complacency in the owning of thy right to glory and happiness, there cannot but arise a longing desire of the full possession thereof; for thou canst not so little love thyself, as what thou knowest thou hast a just title unto, and withal apprehendest to be infinitely pleasing and beneficial, not to wish that thou mayest freely enjoy. If thou have tasted how sweet the Lord is, thou canst not but long for more of him, yea, for all. It is no otherwise even in carnal delights; the degustation whereof is wont to draw on the heart to a more eager appetition : much more in spiritual delights; the pleasures whereof, as they are more pure, so they are by the heavenly-minded,

with far greater ardency of spirit affected. The covetous man's heart is in his bags; what he hath doth but augment his lust for more; and the having of more doth not satiate, but enlarge his desires; he "that loveth silver shall not be satisfied with silver; nor he that loveth abundance, with increase," Eccl. v. 10. But these celestial riches are so much more alluring, as they are more excellent, than those which are delved out of the bowels of the earth.

O my soul, thou hast, through the favour of thy God, sipped some little of the cup of immortality, and tasted of that heavenly manna, the food of angels; and canst thou take up with these slight touches of blessedness? Thou hast, though most unworthy, the honour to be contracted to thy Saviour here below; thou knowest the voice of his spouse, "Draw me, we will run after thee. Stay me with flagons; comfort me with apples; for I am sick of love. Make haste, my beloved, and be thou like to a roe, or to a young hart upon the mountains of spices;" Cant. i. 4; ii. 5; viii. 14. Where is thy love, if thou have not fervent desires of a perpetual enjoyment? if thou do not earnestly wish for a full consummation of that heavenly match?

0 my Lord and Saviour, as I am not worthy to love thee, so I were not able to love thee, how amiable soever, but by thee. O thou who hast begun to kindle this fire of heavenly love in me, raise thou it up to a perfect flame. Make me not only sick of thy love, but ready and desirous to die for thee, that I may enjoy thee. O let me not endure that any worldly heart should be more enamoured of these earthly beauties which are but varnished rottenness, than I am of thee, who art of absolute and infinite perfection, and bestowest them in being loved. O when shall the day be, wherein thou wilt make up these blessed nuptials, and endow me with a full participation of that glory, wherewith thou art invested from and to all eternity? Whereto have all thy sweet favours and gracious love-tokens tended, but to this issue of blessedness? O do thou crown all thy mercies in me, and me with immortality.

SECTION X.

UPON this desire of fruition, if thou wouldst be truly happy, there must follow a constant prosecution of that desire; for if thy wishes be never so fervent, yet if they be only volatile and transient, they will be able to avail thee little. Slight and flickering motions of good, if they be not followed with due endeavours, come to no effect.

Content not thyself, therefore, O my soul, that thou hast entertained into thyself some affective thoughts of thy beatitude; but settle thyself in firm resolutions to pursue and perpetuate them: let them not call in as strangers, but dwell in thee as inmates, never to be, by any secular occasions, dislodged. Those morning dews of holy dispositions, which are ready to be exhaled with every gleam of worldly prosperity, as they find little acceptance from God, so they are able to afford small comfort to thee, whose condition is such, that they leave thee more disconsolate in their vanishing, than they yielded thee pleasure in their momentary continuance. Be thou able to say, with holy David, "My heart is fixed, O God, my heart is fixed;" and then thou mayst well add, "I will sing and give praise," Psalm lvii. 7: otherwise thy distracted thoughts will admit no cause of sound joys. In this case it falls out with thee, O my soul, as with some fond child, who, eagerly following a bee in hope of her bag, sees a gay butterfly cross his way, and thereupon leaves his first chase, and runs after those painted wings; but in that pursuit, seeing a bird fly close by him, he leave the fly in hopes of a better purchase; but, in the mean time is disappointed of all, and catcheth nothing. It mainly behoves thee therefore, to keep up thy cogitations and affections close to these heavenly objects; and to check them whensoever thou perceivest an inclination to their wandering; like as the careful huntsman, when he finds his hound offering to follow after a new game, rates him off and holds him to his first scent.

Whither are ye straying, O my thoughts? What means this sinful and lossful inconstancy? Can ye be

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