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cating rockets, and others making pikes. The heaps of muskets, and other war-like weapons, scattered around, served to inspire a feeling of awe in the glomy mansion of incipient treason, singularly contrasted with the thoughtless levity depicted upon the half-intoxicated countenances of those engaged in preparing the instruments of death.

My friend, on seeing all safe, could not conceal his satisfaction; and having distributed some money amongst the men, he dismissed them. As they withdrew, he bolted the door, and throwing himself upon a rude seat, seemed lost in the intensity of his feelings. I was not less serious for, the workmen, the arms, and the gloom of the place, had deeply affected my spirits, and brought upon my mind a desponding impression, not unmixed with sensations of fear.

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'My friend," said Emmett, after a silence of several minutes, "how ungrateful are mankind! how thoughtless are nations! The philosopher is neglected, and the patriot unhonored; yet, without knowledge and liberty, how valueless all the possessions of man! How little do those who profit by wisdom, or glory in the possession of freedom, know of the student's

privations, or the conspirator's danger! and without study and treason, how few could be either wise or free? Nations, exulting in the enjoyment of their rights, but too often forget. those to whom they are indebted for the blessing. Englishmen continually boast of their liberty, yet with how many Britons are the names of Sydney and Hampden as vague as those of Gallitzin and William Tell? The sound is familiar, but it scarcely raises a single association."

"The hope of applause," I replied, "though it may stimulate our exertions, should never be allowed to direct our actions, and he that is honored by the discerning may readily dispense with the plaudits of the vulgar."

"True," he returned, "but those who benefit mankind may at least expect gratitude; and if the danger encountered by the patriot may be allowed to enhance the debt, I know of none who has so large a demand as the conspirator, whose object is universal good. After once he imparts his schemes to others, he lives in continual apprehensions; every stranger is an object of suspicion; every incident is pregnant with danger. The mistakes of his friends may ruin him, and a concealed enemy may

lurk amongst his associates; for, as his designs require numerous abettors, it is very difficult to select many men without including some traitor; and one informer is sufficient to blast all his hopes-as a single spark will cause the explosion of the largest powder magazine. I have latterly felt so acutely the uncertainty of my situation, that I am determined to hasten the event of our plan; for any conclusion would be preferable to protracted suspense.

"I know not," I replied, "whether it is desirable to persist in your scheme, for the reasoning of our friend, the Exile, never appeared to me so rational as since I entered this depot of Rebellion. A thousand thoughts start up in my mind, which I can neither allay nor satisfactorily account for. These scattered instruments of destruction proclaim, that in the event of an insurrection, numbers must die; but how many are to taste the bitterness of death, defies human calculation. Ourselves, too, may be among the fallen, and, what is more, may be unsuccessful.”

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"All these," interrupted Emmett, "depend upon events and circumstances, about which we can know nothing positive; 'tis for us only to ascertain the probability of success, and

to persevere in the course which honor and duty point out. Enough for us to know that Ireland requires the standard of revolt to be raised by some one, and that neither defeat nor triumph can add to or diminish our consciousness of rectitude. Impediments may crowd the long perspective before us, but beyond these are glory, honors, immortality-rewards, for obtaining which no sacrifice is too great-no enterprize too dangerous.

"Let not," he continued, "my apprehensions too carelessly expressed, damp the ardor of your soul, for the reasons which first induced you to embark in this best of causes, are the same now as then, whatever arguments you may have heard to the contrary. We are young and unincumbered; defeat can neither distress our friends nor ruin ourselves, for what have we to lose but life? And life is held on so uncertain a tenure, that a thousand daily accidents may deprive us of it, and that too so suddenly and so soon as to leave our memory without an accompanying deed to keep it afloat on the stream of time. Admitting for an instant that we shall (which Heaven forbid !) be unsuccessful, think not that our endeavors will be forgotten, or that our country will cease

to remember us. No, my friend, the tyrant laws may condemn us, and tyrant authority asperse and vilify our characters; but rely on it, that Irishmen shall reverence the names of K and Emmett while patriotism has admirers, or Ireland a friend. Our country has never been ungrateful, and so few have been her benefactors, that she is prodigal of thanks for even dubious favors. Of us she can have but one opinion, for ingenuous enmity cannot attribute any but laudable motives to our designs. For Ireland I will spend my private fortune, and for Ireland I shall, please God, venture my life. Kosciusko is a name as beloved in Poland as that of Wasington in America.

"But reverse this gloomy picture, and look -as humanity should ever look-upon the bright side of things; for defeat does not always terminate daring enterprises. Reflect upon the consequences of success; our enemies vanquished, our arms triumphant, and Ireland free! Our names associated with the liberators of nations, and ourselves overwhelmed with the grateful benedictions of an emancipated people. Our youth will increase the general wonder, and the means by which we

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