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'Thank you; but I should very much like you to try one of mine. I do not think they are very bad, but I should like a second opinion.'

was filled with a joyful brightness which, when she regarded her uncle, softened into affectionate satisfaction,

They were very poor, that was evident, and it was as evident that they were used to poverty; but still the uncle, and still more the niece-it was unnecessary and useless to speculate about the placid aunt showed signs of culture and refinement. At the close of the long speech which old Salvi had made about Florence of which, I must confess, I had not heard very much

"I am very much obliged to you, and have been very much interested. May I ask if you have been long in Germany ?"

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Only a few months. My brotherAntonia's father-had an engagement at the opera at Leipzig- he was a violinist, like myself' - he drew himself up in his seat and he got me engaged there to fill a vacancy. I was disengaged at the time, and came; but, ah, Monsieur, we are all mortal!'-here he puffed vigorously at the cigar-and my poor Carlo had only time to bless his daughter and Monsieur knows the ways of theatres'- he gave a prodigious shrug and eccomi quà! He tried to smile, but failed miserably.

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"I just glanced at Antonia. Her eyes and hands were unnaturally busy with her work. I looked at Madame Salvi. She was grave, but placid still.

"The Italian took the cigar I offered at once, and was soon embarked in a long story. "I now proceeded to examine the singer, who was seated at some needlework, and was greatly disappointed in her. I had pictured to myself a face beautiful enough to match the beautiful voice, but only saw I said, features which were, though not ugly, certainly plain. The face was rather square shaped, though not harshly or hardly, the shape being carried out still more by the marked form of the chin, and the way in which the very dark—almost black-hair was pushed away from the rather low forehead and temples, and fell in heavy, coarse, thick, and neglected waves behind her little white ears, and down her neck. Her mouth was large in proportion to her face-the nose being small-but it was well shaped, and the flexible lips, of which the upper was just shaded by a suspicion of down, and the lower was rather too full, appeared capable of great variety of expression, that which seemed most natural to them being, though firm, very sweet and attractive. Her complexion was, I should judge, one of those very sallow ones which look well only by candle-light, so that I probably saw her at her best-it was quite devoid of any colour, and rather thick, and her cheeks were not well rounded. She had, however, one magnificent point-large, soft, living eyes of the colour of genius-the glorious golden hazel, rarer than genius itself. Their expression was not easy to read, but they had passion and brains in them; they indicated that combination of qualities which makes men great and women miserable. In figure she was just under the middle height, fully formed, not slight and not slender, but rather stately, with good hands and feet, though not, perhaps, of the smallest. She was dressed very poorly, and even meagrely, in some stuff that was changing from black to brown, and she wore no ornament except a rosary of the commonest sort. Whatever others she might ever have possessed had probably been long ago sold for necessaries. Such was the heroine of the mystery. "The old woman - her aunt, apparently -seemed to be a nobody. She was very fat, very ugly, very dirty, but also very placid. Her smile alone ought to save her from starvation. But the mobile expression of the niece was far removed, even when in repose, from placid calm, and now

"And so, Monsieur, I thought I could not do better than come here. Perhaps I may get an engagement for the opera season; anyhow, they say, I shall have a better chance than at Leipzig. But you see'. he began to speak quickly and energetically -'meanwhile one must live. So I have spent my money-I have wandered about I have sought engagements and to-day, Monsieur, I have found one.'

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And I hope a good one.' "It is as second violin at the theatre. It is a poor thing, Monsieur, for a man who has talent; but, after all, one must live' — (a lamentable shrug).

"And therefore I congratulate you, and the more so as I have been in heavy straits myself. Besides, no doubt you will rise if you remain here.'

"Ah, Monsieur flatters! But who shall live, shall see.'

"And hear also, I hope. But Mademoiselle your niece-is she not also an artist ?"

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Pardon, Monsieur,' answered the uncle. I too hope that we shall be good neighbours.'

"After a few expressions of courtesy on both sides, I left them.

"Now, as you know, I am pretty well acquainted with Bohemia in all its tracts, and the old violinist is no new character to me. I understand him thoroughly. It is the old story-the man being forced by circumstances rather than talent into that artist-life which, when it once lays hold of a man, never lets him go. Have you not seen, a hundred times over, that type of man, without anything like common sense or common prudence, running wildly, on account of some vague promise, and without means, say from Milan to Dresden, and then disgusted if he is lucky enough to find himself able to keep body and soul together? May I not even add that we too know something of such things from our own experience of ourselves? I have weathered the storm now, and am entitled to preach.

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And so, my dear Frank, I have not sent you this long story without a moral. I will not set it out in full, but it comes to this return to England, and share, so far as may be, the fortunes of your friend,

"EDWARD MAURICE."

CHAPTER IV.

EDWARD MAURICE was perfectly right in his estimate of the violinist. Salvi was a hanger-on of Art—a man of sufficient technical skill to be able to make a sorry living by it, but without a particle of genius, and - what was worse without the self-knowledge which alone could have improved, or

even have made him accept, his position. His brother had been a man of a higher order; though also without genius, he had appreciated himself more justly, and had cultivated himself better as a musician. Though not a great artist himself, he knew what was requisite for the formation of a great artist, and had believed with truth that he had found all the material upon which to work in his only child, Antonia. From his earnings, which were never large, he had spent freely upon her musical education whatever he could possibly spare, and the one dream of his toiling life had been to give her a sound and thorough training, and to bring her out upon the lyric stage. Antonia had entered heart and soul into all her father's plans. She had acquired from the influence of all the circumstances which had surrounded her from her earliest years an intense passion for musical art, and especially for that branch of it which belongs to the drama. But from nature she had acquired much more than this. She had that mysterious, that divine faculty which certainly exists in some independently of circumstance, of culture, even of intellect itself, and of whose source and nature we are ignorant, which, for want of a better and more exact knowledge, we vaguely and insufficiently call genius. But genius itself requires culture to produce Art. The most expressive voice that ever sang, the most perfect musical instinct, the most divinely inspired soul, must still be taught and trained; and the finer and subtler the material, the more skilful must be the hand, and the more elaborate the process, that is required to weave it into shape. Antonia Salvi was, at an early age, a formed woman physically and mentally- for she was of southern race, and artistic genius is ever precocious—of magnificent capabilities, of intense impulses, of grand natural gifts; but she required that culture which can only be gained in the beaten trackthe technicalities, the restraints, the traditions, and the useful, if not altogether necessary, conventionalities of art. Such was the utter want of worldly tact and knowledge of herself and of her present protectors, that it seemed probable that, unless some most unlooked-for piece of good fortune should befall her, she would be doomed to waste her great talents upon some obscure stage, or in endeavouring to teach the rudiments of an art with which she herself was imperfectly acquainted. At present the chorus of the Dresden theatre seemed to be her inevitable doom.

Her want of personal beauty was also against her in a professional point of view;

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and the sensitive shyness which is so often not quite right when, in one of his letters a quality of the finer order of minds, both to Lawson, he spoke of her perfect style. among men and women, was likely to pre- She sang in perfect tune, certainly, but her vent her for a long period from gaining that school was full of faults, such as would have ease of manner which more than supplies offended the least fastidious of critics. personal defects. She herself was conscious Often, however, she would, by what seemed of her want - what plain woman is not? - a happy chance, light upon some new renbut she was not wise enough to endeavour dering of a phrase, or some new effect to rectify it by any acquired attraction of which showed that her worst faults arose manner. On the contrary, she, in her sen- from anything but want of feeling or intelsitive pride, concealed not only her great ligence. powers, but even the vast hoards of affection and sympathy which she possessed, from the world at large, and revealed them only to her own immediate circle, which was a narrow one indeed.

At Dresden she had no means whatever of self-cultivation-not even access to a musical instrument- and almost all her time was taken up in attending to the domestic affairs of the little household. These affairs were small and trivial, it is true, but Antonia, though a woman, was an exceedingly bad manager, and the worst possible of economists; worse, even, than her uncle himself, if that might be. She was always in some difficulty or making some blunder, and her very imperfect knowledge of German did not make her troubles less. The number of tears that she shed in the course of a week over silbergroschen that would never come right would have sufficed for a dozen funerals. Her uncle was always out of doors—not that that made any difference and her aunt was quite incapable of doing anything but eating, drinking, smiling placidly, and going to sleep.

It may be well supposed that this manner of life was not likely to render poor Antonia more attractive in appearance or in manner than before. She grew worse dressed and more careless about herself she had never been very conspicuous for neatness, or for the time or trouble that she spent upon her dress or person-sallower, thinner in the face, darker under the eyes, and less upright of carriage. She also grew more nervous and irritable, though she never showed this to her uncle or aunt, and more shy and silent than ever. But nothing injured the beauty of her voice or of her eyes.

Her voice was singularly clear and strong, with the soft and mellow fulness that never belongs to the true soprano, and the peculiar kind of sweetness with which the women of Italy and of Britain alone seem favoured. Though not of the true soprano, it was quite removed from the contralto quality, and would have been popularly classed as being of the former. Maurice was, however,

The English artist could not but be interested in her, and his interest could not but grow in proportion to the growth of their acquaintance. Otherwise, however, and independently of her voice, she had no attraction for him whatever, but rather the contrary. The lover of the beautiful, the graceful, and the amiable Grace Owen, about whom everything was always in perfect taste and in perfect keeping, was the last man who was likely to feel the least attraction towards the plain, ungraceful, and ungracious Italian, whom poverty and the hard circumstances in which she had spent her life had rendered, - not, indeed, illbred, -nature had taken care of that, but as far removed from the idea of a dame des salons as could well be. All the refining influences of life had always surrounded Grace Owen: very few, always excepting those of Art, had touched the imperfect life of Antonia Salvi. And as to eyes, Edward Maurice had spoken the exact truth when he said that none, however beautiful, could surpass the sweet, pure eyes of the fair girl in England who was to be his wife-eyes in which he had read a hundred times all the truth and love of a true and loving heart.

The interest, however, such as it was, that he took in the position and character of Antonia led him to repeat his visit to the apartment across the passage. The Italians were always glad to see him, as they had no friends, and scarcely any acquaintance; and a real liking sprang up among them. All, however, had their illusions about each other—that of Salvi himself being the idea that the charm of his own very mediocre performances on the violin was the attraction for the English painter; for, although vain to excess of his niece's talents, he was infinitely more vain of his own.

It was no very unusual thing, then, that one day in the following January Maurice tapped at Salvi's door, or that he heard the clear voice of Antonia cry "Come in!" or that he entered and found her alone. Her uncle was out, as usual, and her aunt was probably asleep in the next room. Antonia

herself was engaged in her never-ending | ily comprehend the feelings of Edward Mautask of trying to make her silbergroschen rice towards Antonia. If she had been his come right. greatest enemy, he would, with pleasure and "How busy you look, Antonia," said eagerness, have spent more than he could Maurice. 66 You look like a Minister of well spare to have placed her in her true Finance, at the least." position. Whenever he heard her voice, while he stood before his picture, he lamented her probable fate, and tried to form schemes whereby it might be reversed. But as yet he formed no resolution.

She shrugged herself together, something after the manner of her uncle. "I often wish I was a queen," she said, "but never so much as when I have my accounts to do." Why so?"

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"Because then I should have a Finance Minister to save me the trouble."

"Perhaps the Queen that is to be-of Song will appoint me to the office?"

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Look here!" she answered, wrinkling together her straight, black eyebrows, and pushing to him petulantly a small greasy account-book. "See what you can make of that."

About this time he wrote the following letter to Lawson:

"DRESDEN, January 15, 184-. "DEAR FRANK, When I last wrote to you, the leaves were still on the trees. What a long time back that makes it seem! Now, we are ice-bound, and do little else than skate. Which is most to be envied of us two? You, on the whole, I think. we have our pleasures too.

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It would have taxed the utmost skill of the most skilful accountant to have made "I wish you could see my picture, as I head or tail of the extraordinary specimen want some one to give me a genuine opinion of compound addition and subtraction that some one who knows what I used to be, was put into the hands of Maurice, who, not and could say whether I have improved or being even so much as an unskilful one, no. I cannot do very much to it just now, looked at it vaguely upside down. His look as the days are so short; but it is not very of bewilderment changed Antonia's mood in far from being finished, and will, I hope, be a moment, and she burst into a fit of laugh-ready in a month or two.

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"I am afraid you will have to appoint me to some other office," said Maurice. "Finance was never very much in my line. But perhaps I can help you, nevertheless. Shall we try?"

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"I never have any news from England now, except what I read in newspapers, and about that I don't much care. That is not news, in my sense, as you know. I sometimes think of taking a holiday and running over for a month; but the experiment would Antonia really brightened at the sugges-be too dangerous. After all, I have got tion, and for some minutes the two were over a quarter of my time, though it has deep in the mysteries of Saxon coinage. seemed so long. Certainly the disbursements were small, but enormous in proportion to the receipts. At last the discrepancy became so glaring, and there seemed so little hope of inventing any new system of management, that if Antonia had been alone she would have wept herself into a headache with despair; but, as she chanced to have a companion, her innate Bohemianism and her defiant spirit got the better of her, and she worked herself into a reckless vein of talk and laughter.

"What in the world shall I find to write about? You won't care to hear about skating, coffee-parties - which in dulness beat even the British tea-fight hollow-or any one whom I know, and of whom, excepting my cantatrice on the other side of the passage, you never heard. By the way, I wish I had not heard her quite so often myself. If you lived with me you would soon find out to your cost what makes me mention her in every letter I write. If the noise It is as unnecessary as it would be impos- she makes in the world is ever anything like sible to produce any extracts from the little what she makes at No. 25 Strasse, volume that formed at once the day-book you will hear of her often enough in time. and ledger of the family of the violinist. She is, however, an amusing person to talk But, prosaic as were the contents, Maurice to, with more brains than beauty. She is was really touched to the heart. Probably very naïve and original too; and though her not ninety-nine persons out of a hundred criticism is not exactly according to rule, really understand the intense distress that it generally has meaning. How many of some men - - of whom he was one-feel us could say as much? when they see great talents doomed to be checked and balked by undeserved poverty and the petty cares of conventional life. But the few who do understand it will read

"You see I am writing more to ask you to write than to tell you anything. Sometimes I get a sort of home-sickness on me, and long to hear a voice from my old world.

Work is not enough to fill one's whole life - especially mine, with whom it is so much more a means than an end. With some men, I know, it is different. Tibald himself, for instance, never seems to have an idea in his head, or a feeling in his heart, that has not reference to his work. If he were the most hopelessly stupid and unsuccessful man in the world, instead of being the contrary, I believe he would still work on in his own way, though the result were starvation. I sometimes feel quite angry with him. He is deaf to music, and apparently the most prosaic man in the world- -never even talks about pictures except in the way that a carpenter talks about chairs and tables - all the energy and all the enthusiasm that he must have about him somewhere he bottles up and lets out from his finger-ends, never from his tongue or his eyes. He never needs rest or amusement. He seems an incarnation of Goethe's "Without haste -but without rest." Every hour of daylight he is at work-every hour that he is awake he is thinking, in company with his meerschaum. He never dreams, not even in sleep. He tells me that he only had a dream once in his life, and what do you suppose it was? Some vague striving after ideal beauty?—some great attempt to express an unattainable thought? Not the least. He dreamed that Titian told him that he had better keep clear of heaven, for they got white beer there, and not Bavarian. Then he works so provokingly slowly. But what results! You know those works of his, so honestly emulating those of the giants of old, so grand, so full of poetry, and yet almost so over-faultless. He seems, too, as a teacher, to read the nature of one's talent by intuition, and knows how to bring it out; and he has a genius for criticism, though it is always of the cold and judicial order- he never seems to hate or to love. Sheer power and strength, without beauty that is his character: he seems to put so much beauty into his work that he seems to have left none to spare for life.

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"I confess I do not understand such a man. I say, let life be beautiful as a whole. Art is not everything. What say you at Rome?-Yours ever,

"E. MAURICE."

CHAPTER V.

HOWEVER much or little Maurice thought about Antonia, she certainly thought a great deal about him. He was the first person she had ever known who was capable of giving her anything like sympathy in her

vague aspirations who could share her feeling about Art as something more than a means of obtaining one's share of the good things of this earth. When but a child, her questions and her dreams, which she then used to pour forth with impulsive frankness, had been as little understood by those about her as if she talked the language of another world-as, in fact, she did. With the quickness of all children in such matters, she soon found this out, and drew into herself more and more, and became strange and solitary. The wandering life her family led had always prevented her forming more than the most passing acquaintance with other girls of her own age, and those with whom she did meet interested her but little; and so she passed the unhappy youth which such natures must inevitably undergo- unhappy even when surrounded by affectionate sympathy, but unspeakably miserable when, as is usually the case, it is misunderstood. When such natures have grown old enough to appreciate the world and themselves, the bitterness passes away. True genius accepts with a proud and silent resignation its solitary fate, and rejoices in shedding abroad its warmth and light without even wishing for the least return. But Antonia, as yet, understood neither herself nor the world. She still longed for sympathy, and to meet with some nature that might speak her own language and comprehend something of what filled her soul."

She was not an acute analyst of the characters of others- her experience was too confined, and her nature too introspective and self-contained. She always accepted others who showed her any kindness at an estimation higher even than that at which they valued themselves; and, as Maurice was, in many points, really her superior— in experience and cultivation, for instance

she was only too willing to lean on and confide in him. She was woman, after all.

Maurice, on the contrary, was, consciously and intentionally, an analyser of men and things. Though of a lighter and less intense character than Antonia, his imagination, his experience of men and women, and that almost feminine sensibility which is a common phenomenon of the artistic temperament, led him to comprehend Antonia's character very soon. He could not, perhaps, feel quite like her, but he could understand her feelings much better than she could understand them herself.

It gradually became more and more the habit of Antonia, as the familiarity of friendship increased, to ask Maurice for advice in her difficulties. One day-it was at the

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