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Thank you.

I'll walk till I meet a cab.'

She was bent on being polite to me-now I had not touched his beard.

'I say !' she burst out, in her deepest notes. 'Yes?'

'I'm glad I didn't upset you in the canal.

There now!'

She gave me a friendly smack on the shoulder which nearly knocked me down-relapsed, the instant after, into her leaden stolidity of look and manner-and led the way out by the front door. I heard her hoarse chuckling laugh as she locked the gate behind me. My star was at last in the ascendant! In one and the same day, I had found my way into the confidence of Ariel, and Ariel's Master!

CHAPTER XXXI.

THE DEFENCE OF MRS. BEAULY.

THE days that elapsed before Major Fitz-David's dinner-party were precious days to me.

My long interview with Miserrimus Dexter had disturbed me far more seriously than I suspected at the time. It was not until some hours after I had left him, that I really began to feel how my nerves had been tried by all that I had seen and heard, during my visit at his house. I started at the slightest noises; I dreamed of dreadful things; I was ready to cry without reason, at one moment, and to fly into a passion without reason, at another. Absolute rest was what I wanted, and (thanks to my good Benjamin) was what I got.

The dear old man controlled his anxieties on my account, and spared me the questions which his fatherly interest in my welfare made him eager to ask. It was tacitly understood between us that all conversation on the subject of my visit to

Miserrimus Dexter (of which, it is needless to say, he strongly disapproved), should be deferred until repose had restored my energies of body and mind. I saw no visitors. Mrs. Macallan came to the cottage, and Major Fitz-David came to the cottage -one of them to hear what had passed between Miserrimus Dexter and myself: the other to amuse me with the latest gossip about the guests at the forthcoming dinner. Benjamin took it on himself to make my apologies, and to spare me the exertion of receiving my visitors. We hired a little open carriage, and took long drives in the pretty country lanes, still left flourishing within a few miles of the northern suburb of London. At home, we sat and talked quietly of old times, or played at backgammon and dominoes-and so, for a few happy days, led the peaceful, unadventurous life which was good for me. When the day of the dinner arrived, I felt restored to my customary health. I was ready again, and eager again, for the introduction to Lady Clarinda, and the discovery of Mrs. Beauly.

Benjamin looked a little sadly at my flushed face, as we drove to Major Fitz-David's house.

'Ah, my dear,' he said, in his simple way, 'I see you are well again! You have had enough of our quiet life

already.'

My recollection of events and persons, in general, at the dinner party, is singularly indistinct. I remember that we were very merry, and as easy and familiar with one another as if we had been old friends. I remember that Madame Mirliflore was unapproachably superior to the other women present, in the perfect beauty of her dress, and in the ample justice which she did to the luxurious dinner set before us. I remember the Major's young prima-donna, more round-eyed, more over-dressed, more shrill and strident as the coming 'Queen of Song,' than ever. I remember the Major himself, always kissing our hands, always luring us to indulge in dainty dishes and drinks, always making love, always detect

ing resemblances between us, always under the charm,' and never once out of his character as elderly Don Juan, from the beginning of the evening to the end. I remember dear old Benjamin completely bewildered, shrinking into corners, blushing when he was personally drawn into the conversation, frightened at Madame Mirliflore, bashful with Lady Clarinda, submissive to the Major, suffering under the music, and, from the bottom of his honest old heart, wishing himself home again. And there, as to the members of that cheerful little gathering, my memory finds its limits-with one exception. The appearance of Lady Clarinda is as present to me as if I had met her yesterday; and of the memorable conversation which we two held together privately, towards the close of the evening, it is no exaggeration to say that I can still call to mind almost every word.

I see her dress, I hear her voice again, while I write.

She was attired, I remember, with that extreme assumption of simplicity which always defeats its own end, by irresistibly suggesting art. She wore plain white muslin, over white silk, without trimming or ornament of any kind. Her rich brown hair, dressed in defiance of the prevailing fashion, was thrown back from her forehead, and gathered into a simple knot behind, without adornment of any sort. A little white ribbon encircled her neck, fastened by the only article of jewellery that she wore a tiny diamond brooch. She was unquestionably handsome; but her beauty was of the somewhat hard and angular type which is so often seen in English women of her race the nose and chin too prominent and too firmly shaped; the well-opened grey eyes full of spirit and dignity, but wanting in tenderness and mobility of expression. Her manner had all the charm which fine breeding can conferexquisitely polite, easily cordial; showing that perfect yet unobtrusive confidence in herself, which (in England) seems to be the natural outgrowth of pre-eminent social rank. If you had accepted her for what she was, on the surface, you would

model of a noble woman who is per

have said, Here is the fectly free from pride. And if you had taken a liberty with her, on the strength of that conviction, she would have made you remember it to the end of your life.

We got on together admirably. I was introduced as 'Mrs. Woodville,' by previo us arrangement with the Major, effected through Benjamin. Before the dinner was over, we had promised to exchange visits. Nothing but the opportunity was wanting to lead Lady Clarinda into talking, as I wanted her to talk, of Mrs. Beauly.

Late in the evening, the opportunity came.

I had taken refuge from the terrible bravura singing of the Major's strident prima-donna, in the back drawing-room. As I had hoped and anticipated, after a while, Lady Clarinda (missing me from the group round the piano) came in search of me. She seated herself by my side, out of sight and out of hearing of our friends in the front room; and, to my infinite relief and delight, touched on the subject of Miserrimus Dexter, of her own accord. Something I had said of him, when his name had been accidentally mentioned at dinner, remained in her memory, and led us, by perfectly natural gradations, into speaking of Mrs. Beauly. 'At last,' I thought to myself, 'the Major's little dinner will bring me my reward!'

And what a reward it was, when it came! My heart sinks in me again as it sank on that never-to-be-forgotten evening -while I sit at my desk, thinking of it.

'So Dexter really spoke to you of Mrs. Beauly!' exclaimed Lady Clarinda. 'You have no idea how you surprise me.'

'May I ask why?'

'He hates her! The last time I saw him, he wouldn't allow me to mention her name. It is one of his innumerable oddities. If any such feeling as sympathy is a possible

feeling in such a nature as his, he ought to like Helena Beauly. She is the most completely unconventional person I know. When she does break out, poor dear, she says things and does things, which are almost reckless enough to be worthy of Dexter himself. I wonder whether you would like her?'

'You have kindly asked me to visit you, Lady Clarinda. Perhaps I may meet her at your house?'

Lady Clarinda laughed as if the idea amused her.

'I hope you will not wait until that is likely to happen,' she said. 'Helena's last whim is to fancy that she has gotthe gout, of all the maladies in the world! She is away

at some wonderful baths in Hungary, or Bohemia (I don't remember which)—and where she will go, or what she will do, next, it is perfectly impossible to say. Dear Mrs. Woodville! is the heat of the fire too much for you? You are looking quite pale.'

I felt that I was looking pale. The discovery of Mrs. Beauly's absence from England was a shock for which I was quite unprepared. For the moment, it un

nerved me.

'Shall we go into the other room?' asked Lady Clarinda.

To go into the other room would be to drop the conversation. I was determined not to let that catastrophe happen. It was just possible that Mrs. Beauly's maid might have quitted her service, or might have been left behind in England. My information would not be complete, until I knew what had become of the maid. I pushed my chair back a little from the fire-place, and took a handscreen from a table near me. It might be made useful in hiding my face, if any more disappointments were in store for me.

'Thank you, Lady Clarinda: I was only a little too near the fire. I shall do admirably here. You surprise me

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