The world was now before them, they enter'd in its coil, Like the serpent's rainbow circles, and with as deadly spoil; He wedded with another, I know not of his bride, Her hair was glistening blackness, a sort of golden gloom, Her cheek was pale as moonlight, that melancholy light, My God! the utter wretchedness that waiteth on the heart, That nurses an unconscious hope, to see that hope depart; That owns not to itself it loves, until that love is known, By feeling in the wide, wide world so utterly alone. No face seem'd pleasant to her sight, one image linger'd there, The echo of one only voice was on the haunted air. Yet she, too, at the altar gave up her wan cold hand, That shudder'd as they circle it with an unwelcome band; Ah! crime and misery both, the heart-on such a die to set, The veriest mockery of love is striving to forget. She stands before her mirror, it is her wedding day, scorn That hour's impassion'd agony, alas! it must be borne. And long years are before her, long, weary, wasting years; Though tears grow heavy on the lash, she must suppress those tears; The past must be forgotten, and 'tis the past that gives Such is a common history, in this our social state, To droop beneath an outward smile-such is a woman's lot. I AM COME BUT YOUR SPIRITS TO RAISE. BY THE LADY E. S. WORTLEY. How d'ye do-how d'ye do, my sweet Jane, I have volumes to tell you, indeed I'm enchanted to see you again— What a life we young ladies do lead! To be sure, since your poor father's death, You've been locked up and blocked up at home, Like a sword left to rust in the sheath, Like a plant left to pine in the gloom. After all, I'm a bit of a blue, As you fail not I hope to remark― And half a philosopher too, Since I know plants can't thrive in the dark! Any more than young ladies can bloom, From society's bright haunts apart, In the dull cloudy climate of home, Where they're pierced by cold ennui's vile dart. Now your hair always hangs out of curl, But I'm come now your spirits to raise, And to cheer you, and soothe you awhile; Shall we talk of balls, operas, and plays, What, no look, and no word, and no smile? Ah! I know what you're dying to hear, Which seem dreadfully nervous and low! Dearest creature! alone for your sake, I've gone every where lately, in truth, And I'll grant you that Lord Arthur Lake Is a dear irresistible youth! Out of love to my Jane I have tried To encourage him every where, still; And, indeed, truth to say, on his side You must know there's no lack of good will. But I speak to him still in your praise, For these men are such creatures, you know, When removed from the world's busy ways, They forget us at once-'tis still so! Now he swears you wear loads of false hair, And I vow to him, love, 'tis your own, And assure him that sorrow and care Have now mixed some grey hairs with the brown. He protests, too, you rouged-so I say That if ever you did, you don't now— For your colour is quite gone away, And like parchment your cheek and your brow. He declares you're made up in all ways That your eyebrows are black mole-skin strips; That your arm a strange whiteness betrays― That you stain both your lashes and lips. And he says women ne'er should use art," (And I own that I think that is true); Then I ask-ever taking your part— 'Why, now, what are poor women to do?" "My sweet Jane's not so young as she was; Thirty-two she'll see never again; Then I tell him your mind's the same still In short, I do all that I can To make him still love my own Jane; But, alas! so provoking is man, I do fear 'tis my heart he would gain. But I never will leave him alone, Till I make him adore as he ought; For I see you're grown all skin and bone, Though such vile men are scarce worth a thought. This inconstancy 's horrid indeed, I wonder from whence it can rise; (Oh! it makes my heart ache, love, and bleed, 'Tis a proof of men's follies and crimes, Well, good bye, now good bye, I am gone, And, oh dear! I must fly; for beside I must order my new habit home, For Lord Arthur with me is to ride Before three-would that you, too, could come. Good bye, then, good bye, my dear pet, To the Opera to-night I must go; Would you lend me your sweet turquoise set? Well, good bye, I'll come shortly again, I do wish I could longer remain— |